bon, comme il fallait s'en douter, j'ai eu la gueule dans le c... toute la journée...ou presque ! heureusement, j'ai réussi à me concentrer un peu pour donner mes cours ! lol ! il faut dire que j'étais vraiment sur une autre planète ! surtout pendant le cours de Latino avec cette super be chanson " Me has vuelto loco". C'est dingue ce que cette chanson peut avoir comme effet sur moi ! c'est un truc de ouf ! lol ! Encore une chanson qui me rend fou d'amour...ou bien le suis-je déjà ?? je m'imagine une nuit torride avec l'homme de ma vie sur cette chanson ! Vous trouvez ridicule ? Non pas que j'ai absolument besoin de musique pour faire l'amour...c'est juste un cliché...mais c'est tellement romantique !
Ai-je vraiment un esprit d'adolescent ? franchement...je ne pense pas. oui ! bien sur que je ne vais pas dire que j'ai un esprit retardé d'adolescent qui entre en ébullition dès le premier mot doux ! trève de plaisanterie ! Je ne me vois pas comme çà. je me donne juste la chance de vivre des moments heureux, voir de trouver l'homme idéal ! Pas Tom cruise ou Brat Pitt ! juste l'homme qui me conviendra à moi ! (et vice-versa!). Pour beaucoup de monde, et notamment, beaucoup d'hommes, c'est avoir un esprit d'adolescent que de laisser parler ses sentiments !
Bref, à dire ce que je pense et ce que je ressens tout le temps, c'est vrai que je me prend des gamelles ME-MO-RA-BLES !!! mais au moins, j'ai le mérite de donner une chance ! À chat échaudé craint l'eau froide ! Mais je crois que je m'en remet de plus en plus mal. Que faire ?
Bon allez, j'arrête lá pour ce soir ! mais je termine quand même sur ce qui vaut le titre de ce message, à savoir : ma chère maman en parapente ! ahahaha ! Moi, je dis :" Bravo maman ! " .
je suis content de voir ma maman comme çà ! Et, çà me fait chaud au coeur de l'entendre de me dire qu'elle vole comme un oiseau ! Bravo Maman ! je suis fière de toi !
So, as expectable, l was so fucking tired today...all day long ... or at least ! but fortunatly, l succeeded in focussing a bit for my classes ! lol ! l was in another planet ! especially during the Latin Class and this beautiful song "me has vuelto loco"! this song and the voice of the singer really drives me crazy ! it's huge ! one more song which makes me feel like being in love...Am l already in ? listening to it, l just imagine the hottest night ever qith the man of my life. Do you think it's ridiculous ? not that l absolutly need music to make love...it's just a cliché ...but so romantic !
Now the question is : do l act like a teen ? honestly... l don't think so ! l am not over reacting or jumping on the first nice word ! l am a romantic for sure...and l am just giving myself a chance to live some happy moments, and maybe find the perfect guy ! not Tom Cruise or any other Brad Pitt, just the perfect guy for me (and vice-versa). for many people, and especially many men, speaking out your feelings is acting like a teen ! such a cliché too, isn't it ?
Anyway, so far, speaking out my feelings all the time, l 've been played around a lot ! but at least, l can say that I HAVE TRIED MY BEST ! as a matter of fact, it's harder and harder to get over it. But should l do ?
Alright then ! enough for tonight ! the last word is for the one who was supposed to be the topic of this message : my Mum ! at 59 years old, she's still doing crazy staff ! ahahah ! CONGRATS !! l am so happy to see my mum like this, enjoying life, saying that she's feels like a bird !
So proud of you !
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One question, are you enjoying life so that you're not a spectator, but an actor in your life? ;-)
I guess I'm now realized how speaking up your feeling put me up in a balance bar. You don't know whether you're going to step on the bar or slip from the bar and struggling but stay on the bar or fall from the bar or just step outside the bar.
I may have not tried my best, but still ... I want it the right way.
I'm going to face the fact as I have been receiving it, like it or not.
I still love my life, I still love the people that I love ...
It's just sad now ... that's all ...
I WANT YOU
(as performed by Madonna)
I, yi yi yi (repeat 3 times)
Chorus:
I want you the right way
I want you, but I want you to want me too,
Want you to want me baby
Just like I want you
Da da, da da, da da da
I'll give you all the love I want in return
But half a love is all I feel, sweet darling
It's too bad, it's just too sad
You don't want me no more
But I'm gonna change your mind
Some way, somehow
(chorus)
Da da, da da, da da da
One way love is just a fantasy
To share is precious, pure and fair
Don't play with something you should cherish for life
Oh baby, don't you wanna care?
Ain't it lonely out there?
(chorus)
I want you the right way
I want you, but I want you to want me too,
Want me baby, just like I want you.
Da da, da da, da da da
(Spoken:)
I want you, the right way
Want me baby
Don't play with something you should cherish for life
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